Scouting

This is my third year as a Girl Scout leader (1 as a Daisy and 2 as a Brownie) and I've lost my mojo. I am guilty of hardly planning our activities and leaving decisions to the last minute. I am hardly encourging my daughter to sell cookies. I'm only holding one Court of Awards this year. I haven't even considered any bridging activities. But I am even failing more in Cub Scouts. My son will be advancing to Webelos in less than 2 months. He isn't even halfway finished with his Bear. Both of us are giving lackluster efforts...,but he still wants to continue. I guess I just need to suck it up and get myself in gear. I don't want my children to remember how they were "sorta" in scouts.